It's now November 2, 2007. I was working on getting this thing going again when I noticed a "draft" I created back in August but didn't ever post or finish. I still don't remember creating this post and didn't know what it was so I published it to see what was going on.
This was the day my cat, Pewter, became seriously ill and we took him to the emergency vet in San Leandro. A few days later I had to send him to heaven to wait for me. It was an awful weekend. This reminds me of so much sadness. But since I started to make a post, I decided to finish it and explain what happened.
I miss him so much. I love my surviving kitty, Cootie, but Pewter was really special. He was so sweet. He scratched the crap out of Brad's furniture but that was because he was kinda stupid. But he was beautiful and we both loved him very much.
Life is rough. Sometimes I feel totally ill-equipped to handle all it dishes out.
